ERGH!!

oh and I cut my hair last January. so yeh. haha. forgot to mention.

I think people are just starting to piss me off. Like seriously, I mean it. Its really annoying and stop disturbing me bah fuck! &I think they just plan to do this to me on purpose. just to see to how I react. and just to add my pimples when I'm angry! ergh!! stupid life. 

yeah, go to hell stupid mafakah. &stop disturbing me on Facebook. I seriously mean it.

heh.

yeah, uhuh. ending of January.

what I discovered this month :

• I am so not in the mood for boys anymore. Like, seriously. ugh. everything gone wrong. pfft.
• the 'boy' I thought who asked me to be his turned out to be a girl? the most disgusting shit ever.
• people in Facebook? yeh, getting MORE and more annoying.
• and speaking of annoying, some people wont just leave me alone! dammit! ugh! you think I like ka answering your stupid questions? ha? fuck. annoyed the shit out of me. 
• I am very moody.
• ...merentas desa was kind of okay :)
• sports day, too. hah. althou I turned black after that. D:
• &I'm getting more and more pimples day by dayy~ **sigh**

&yeah, my life is kind of fucked up right now. hmp. so much for a new year? ngeh. oh and;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS, again.

&thats about it. bai! :D

its all gonna be fine :)

it is. goodbye :) thanks anyway.

ngeh.

school was fine. I guess. nothing diff. I just feel a lil bit older, I guess. sigh*

:o

they're selling/promoting/doing cny stuff already? wahh. so awal oh. hahaha. &I just realised something today, I am really sensitive towards racism.

althou, I am kinda racist. hmp. &! this makes me more of a hypocrite than I already am. hahaha.

darn.

its so hot right now :\
shiets.

i am wearing the thinnest clothing right now, and i still feel so damn hot. shieeeeeeeeeeetttttttttt ohhhh. fucked up oh here. daamnn.

&&happy birthday to mee :D

this sucks.

the other day I dreamt about you, ..was magical :)
last night, was horrifying :\

grr. this sucks.

but yeh. okay, if they say like. what happens in your dreams happens opposite in real-world. then whats dejavu? wth. i don't geddit lah.

bored like shit. cant sleep. alone :\ eff.

should start my stalking now. Sun, please rise up. -now!
&&! I'm gonna grow more pimples if i sleep late. great. thanks, alot. insomnia.

tch.

long kan? :pp eyelashes, i mean. hahahaha. its like my pipi is getting fatter oh. fuck. hm.

Today, I.
am Happy :)
taste like Coffee -ew.
am kind-of hyper.

short update? haha. no-one reads here anymore. so its like talking to myself :D
i love talking to my-self. i was once caught talking to myself. HAHAHAHA.
my brother bh tht. ish kin panas. i was talking to myself and he heard. then i was like " ha? manada " then he say " ada. ada ko ckp smthng td, smthng2 chihuahua " (true) then i say " bhu, manada. gila ka suda kau ni? "
hahahaha! but i rly actly said smthng abt chihuahua. to myself. without realising it.

gosh i'm so weird .bye! i'm gonna shower in a few hrs frm nw. gotta go to some hse wrmng. hm.
baiii! :DDD
oh and becareful what you wish for, you might not want it :p &&karma sucks.

to the annoying people on Facebook

3:40pmNagato : hi
3:44pmbenitta : hi.
3:44pmNagato : where u from..??
3:45pmbenitta : heaven.
3:46pmNagato tell me the truth
3:46pmbenitta : i am.
                       : God send me here
3:47pmNagato : hu..
3:47pmbenitta : GOD! the almighty GOD!
3:48pmNagato : are u stupid..i think yes
3:48pmbenitta : you think so, but i don't. its not too late to go for forgiveness. God will always accept you no matter how many sins you've made.
3:49pmNagato : ok bye
3:50pmbenitta : bye~

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. ok. i was seriously bored.
like seriously. and idk how many ppl in a day say : hi to me.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. just now i kasi panas this guy ni. SYOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

babaiii!

OMG :DD

aww :) my husband, old husband still play guitar when i'm pee-ing. hahahah

i love dreaming~
hahahhaa. i mean, seriously. &theres a reason why i don't post this post in tumblr. cause everyone will see it. hmph. everyone including the f word. well. if you don't know what i mean. well..

& yes! i do agree with pam. i usually get forwarded message suda now. like " if you don't forward this msg, 2010 will be your worst year ever " or like " if you forward this msg, your true love will love you on Christmas day " okay, the second one is so pfft. i mean, if he/she is your true love, then why love again? :| stupiak. ahaha.

mm. oh yeah, last night. my dream was. AWESOME :DDDDD
well. i slept around 3am (:O i know) but i had 2 dreams. i kinda like the first one more thou :)
the first one kan. like this bh tht. got this someone kan. he call me. then i go la. his hotel room (i know this sounds whore-ish but i didn't do anything!) then we crita2 on the bed. wtf. i know tht sounds wrong. but the room(hotel) was cold. really really cold, and i can feel it :O surprisingly. hahahhaa. then kan. when i wanna sleep. he(i dnt rly knw who is it. i don't look at ppl's face in my dream. except for the other day punya. i rly saw his face. clearly. stupid? maybe) hug me this. hahahaha! i mean seriously. so soft~
i can feel it. idk why. stupidddd..

second dream was more like tragic. its like. if you ever see Jawbreaker kan. ihh. i don't wanna say la. cause, *touch wood* i mimpi jacjac died *touch wood, again* and pam killed her. hahaha. stupid? yes. and i mimpi chels can drive and she drive us kan. the suddenly got this physco minta help this. freakyyy :\
then i wake up.

haha. the reason i'm telling it here cause i don't rly want ppl to read it. i just wanna put it somewhere.. so it doesn't bother me all day. hahahhaa. i'm typing so fast now. like i hyper oh :O

&&! my tumblarity dropped. in tumblr. annddd. i don't think ppl will really read this long long post. hahaha.

14 more dayss :DD

till my birthdayyy :)
so jarang oh i ss these days :\

ah ok. i found one. haha. i love people with christmas spirit oh. even if i don't really have any. hahaha. umm.. what ah. oh yeah. recently have been playing Sims 3 ..ALOT. hmph. syok bha. can download alot of mods. if you don't know what is mod i wont explain. hahaha. and so shitty lah. FRIENDSTER. hahahahaha. like really, really suckyy. (yes, i didn't delete my acc)

like if the person yg comment your pic teda suda the acc kan. they use YOUR name. on YOUR picture. i mean. yeah. if you don't get what i'm saying, its like. someone say on your pic a few months ago : nice pic.
then you say : thanks :) then the org delete him/her acc kan. then its like. you talk to yourself. HAHAHA. dumbd. i know.

hahaha. nice kan my sims' hair! hahahahahha. no, seriously. this i download the mod this. but my sim ugly la. cause this is my original first sim's first daughter. so yeah. hahaha. &this (picture above) got anak! :D hahaha. boy and girl. Peter and Emily McAdams. I wanna take my husband (Mortimer Goth)'s surname bha. but cannot. hmph.

DECEMBER! :D

BELLEEEEEE! :D

I don't know why I keep mention-ing Happy December everywhere (as in Twitter, Facebook & Tumblr: lifeless? yeah)
but yah! HAPPY DECEMBER YAWWWWWW! :D

i feel kinda hyper now. i drank coffee just now. and ate the dried pork thing. yg like. idk how you say it. yg square tht. hahaha. sedap oh tht! :D

mmm. oh! this month is my birthdayyy! :D
yeah, I'm a type of girl who mentions her birthday. SO WHAT?! don't forget to wish me :p
cause I WISHED EVERY SINGLE PEOPLE ON FACEBOOK WHOS BIRTHDAY IS ON THE EVENTS THINGY. hahahaha. even people I don't even know. well sometimes I do that la.
sometimes I malas :\

oh well. I wanna make/sew the dress I'm gonna wear to church on christmas eve tomorrow! yayy.
which means I'm going to St. Paul! :D weee~
not the muddy church. even if i'm going to the muddy church, i wont be wearing dress. I MEAN IT.
i know i cerewet. sooo? :p
well since i'm going to St. Paul instead of SHC. I don't get to see anyone :(
sad. whatever laa .. issshhh. &my kampung sometimes don't have signal. darn :|

gonna go thru tht again. hmph. shiet.
babai. i talk alot today.

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omg? its the end of November. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
and, nice kan? :) hahahaha. if you say no, I don't care :p

I bought it for like. 8.90. well, thats the normal price, I guess? idk. I do wish it was more cheaper thou. hahaha. like 5bucks? :D so I can buy moreeeeeeeee~

yeah. bored. walked around cp. wanted to do stuff. but banyak distractions. so yeah ..
bored. back to boring, unnormal. life thing. i don't have a life.

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 rearranged my icons today. was reallyreallyreally bored.

38 more days till school reopens. Shit? Yeah.
at least everyone in this world is going out. EXCEPT FOR ME :\

Bored like shiet. Tried doing something, failed.
will maybe paint closet to white. or black? idk.
Wanna buy new stuff~

okie bai :)

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Si chelsi sama sia. budak gia. HAHAAHHAA. ew oh me. my gigi bah! alala.
&&&! Leann punya birthday pula kan today. HAHAHA. I was opening my mail & I saw Friendster reminding me. lol.

I cannot wait oh to buy stationaries for next year. (I know this sounds so dorky/geeky/nerdy)
I alrdy plan everything! :D (I know, stupid. I had nothing to do, &so much time in hand)
I made a long list of it. I just hope when I go buy tidak habis stock. Cause I go Popular and end-of-year back-to-school mesti got banyak ppl tht. hmph.

And I alrdy canceled one! Which is mascara! :D I know its not a stationary. &I mentioned in my tumblr suda. hahahaha. bragger oh me. and I sound fake cause I wear make up --which I don't.
But mimi does :p HAHAHA.
I'm just saying ...

I need to buy polish now! but everywhere I go teda Elianto this. Elianto ja bagus. Cause the rest sucksssss. hahahahaha. jk bah ;)
I just like the colour in elianto. tidak glitterish. cause mostly i see in other shops all glitter. I want pastels!

and i didn't online the whole day oh! :DDDDDDDDD
yay for me. hahahha.

OH YEAH!!!!
THEY'RE GONNA OPEN A NEW SERVAY NEAR HIGHWAY AT KEPAYAN (highway road to my old hse)
omg yayyy :) I like servay. better than Giant. HAHA.

I think lah. Cause I saw the sign. Or issit the Putatan one? idk. malam bha. cannot see.
So now tinggal stationaries, nail polish and scientific calculators again! :D
I wanna decorate my calculator once I get it! weeee~

tidak waste my holiday time. lol.
40 more days you know!
I shouldn't be counting. Oh well.

bai :)

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this sucks oh. Habbo seriously sucks. for the past few days, I've been playing habbo. Well can you blame me? I was BORED LIKE SHIT. everyday the same thing. and this, this is just so stupid.

I don't know how many times I was banned. Ok, but first, the first one, the Blue thing. Okayy, that was my fault la :p well. I didn't use my name. So i figured, what the hell right?

hahahaha.

and the red thing. the bright one. shit oh! i didn't even do anything bha! asshole punya habbo. you suck!

and suddenly i feel weird cursing :\

hmmph. today Sean's birthdayy! but he spm. so yeah.

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HAHAHA. stupid oh. this happened last night. oh and yes, its from Tumblr. but i didn't post it.

haven't eat bfast oh. dunno what to eat ..
if i eat bread, no peanut butter. if i eat maggi, i malas wanna wait ...

see first la. maybe i eat misedap ja. which, IS sedap :D hahahaa. dint do much these few days.. i feel lifeless oh.

kay bye.

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 hihi. Braids! :D

You don't care, you don't know. why should I?
--bored.

I cursed alot today. Somehow I do feel guiltyy ...
uhh today was. kinda fun? :D
cause I can jumpa my friendss again. yg not replying me now D:
hahahaha. but still. YAY :D

it was kinda fun. meeting ppl from last year. don't care about the fights, just. be together :)

other than tht, I did nothing today. was kinda fatigue when I got home just now. so i slept, w/ my braids :D yay for curly haiirrr ;DDD

kayy bye.OH YEAH! exactly today, but last yr. I DID SOMETHING :DDDD

BEEEETTCHHH!!!

uuu i want this! HAHAHAHA. no, i'm serious.

my title in tumblr also bitch this. HAHA. but, anywayyyyy. I WATCHED 500 DAYS OF SUMMER!!!! :DDDD

omg it was. AWESOME! :O hahaha. pretty this Zooey Deschanel. &yes I did watch it until finish, but when it was about to finish, I kinda rewind it back to some parts, and it got lagg. so i have to restart it back now :\

shitssssssss. and now, its loaded 0% still ..since just now. maybe cause I'm blogging. I guess. 

but it is, AWESOME! go buy the dvd or something. so syok oh tht movie. hahahahaha. 

Okie, I'm off now.

Yes, babaii :)